YESSSS

Finally going to get the Samsung SIII I've been wanting for ages!!!

(P/S: Get the title? YES+Sx3? -lamejoke-)

Thanks daddy :DDD

Recently...

Started working on my blogshop again! 

Dont know I'm supposed to be super psyched or super sad..  :( / :) 

So damn busy this sem la.... But seriously need money ah!! :OO

Kelian me.. got 8am class almost everyday.. but THANK GOD!! at least I don't have to wake up early on thursday.. :DD

Note to self: There's always a silver lining to the grey clouds(the untainted by sunlight ones) =.=

So.. today I'm the lucky girl. Missed co-curiculum last sem and gotta pay for it this sem. Schedule damn packed but still have to squeeze time for cocu  >_____<

But this sem I wanted to be the social butterfly+good grades girl lehh... HOW HOW HOW?????

Update complete xDD

I'm very tired.

I have started my webshop again and i have to wait so long before I can start earning money.

So I took a second job on the net, with RM20 as pay and commission for every item sold.

And I have assignments coming my way and London fees to be given.

I'm so fucking tired.

Once perasan, always perasaan.

As I mentioned before, my friends and I made a OPPA PERASAN STYLE video and really had fun with it.

It's finally out!!!!

.. yesterday, but I was feeling too low to blog about it.

There, PLEASE, if anyone's reading, PLEASE tell me how is it.

The thing that I couldn't stand is that after all the hard work we put in, we get words like
1 word, suck!

As i said,please don't play a fool if can't,or not it will be a laughing stock..xD

dance have problem, sound also have problem, tone also have problem, overall comment: extremely suck

You know, I get if it's not good, or if the audio and bad and such. We are first timers, we're bound to get criticism. What I couldn't stand is that why would someone say such hurtful words and expect people to accept it just because you should, this is a public page and we are entitled to say what we want. 

If anyone has any comments, can't it be constructive like: (completely taken from the video)

They need to be clearer in the lyrics, and beatbox needs to be louder, the lyrics are abit... cramp... Some of them dont even follow the rythme of the song

Nothing bad with the video and the dubbing. As xxx said, there's still room for improvement. What's bad though, is the lyrics. It's very, very, very bad compositioning.

vocal and beatbox truly sucked man... but the cinematography ,editing , choreography was awesome! thumbs up for that. the location of choice was dull a lil bit... but then over all i would give a 6/10... =)

Lyrics and singing gah yao gah yao =DD

Awesome video considering it's actually a first production~

Seremban daebakk <3  

Okay la, I just added the last one because it's nice.

Even if some of those "constructive" comments that I posted there are kinda mean,  but no one opposed them. Because we know. We will get better with these comments because it specifically said where we did wrong and we can try to get it right the next time. But with all those "you sucks" comment, it just seemed really immature.

You express your comment by focusing on the video, on how it's bad and how to make it work, not by attacking the uploader. Wesley doesn't seem to mind because he is that kind of easygoing guys. But for me, it's kinda hard, torturing, in fact to see my friend being trashed like that. He worked hard. He DESERVED the credit.
I'm sorry but I really can't be the bigger person. Not when the bullied person is my friend.

I'm getting teary wtf.

I'm actually proud of what we done. I'm actually grateful for this chance because it gave me a chance to learn something new (by the way, imitate hottest korean dancer at the moment on a youtube video). I'm actually thankful to all those comments that used the right words for criticism and actually gave us suggestions to do better.

To all those haters out there,
How bout you create your first video and see how much ratings you can?
How bout you try and learn through all those you sucks( if you get'em)

PS: I'm trying to restraint self to add a fuck you to the list. and also to press the remove button.

Be brave

Prepare for a long pictureless post.

P/S: I forgot to bring my contact lenses from Seremban to mu hostel. So I'm stuck with my nerdy specs. SO NO SELCA T_T

back to the topic

I mentioned that I admit that I'm fat, and then I wanted to do something bout it. 

And.. coincidentally, I joined a lucky draw thing that is related weight loss one.. annnddd........

-inhalesdeeply-

First time ever to London Weight Management Center.

-for a free trial! 

I've always wondered what happens within the hallowed walls of the ultimate center of slim people

So here goes....

At first, I gotta strip to let the consultant see the problem, then the consultant will purposely/accidentally say out whatever horrible things about my body(cellulite, lymph prob etc.),just to let me taste raw fear and humility and will proceed to poking the lumps of fat with her pen and/or grab with fingers. 

Then she sits me down and explain about my problems and then continue to explain the gazillion worth therapies that London is offering/promoting/won awarding etc. 

So these was my problem:

1. Water fats= too much water, too little urine/shit

2. Cellulite= no exercise

3. Stucked lymphs= not enough output

4. Stubborn fats= Eat too much 

The horrible thing about all this is that I know ALL this, but I was very much in denial. Oh, it's just one little kg. or oh, a little this/that will fix it. 

Scary huh?

Then she listed some therapies for me to do in this free trial

1. Aroma steam

2. Infrared blanket treatment

3. Lavender Sea Salt Scrub

4. Vibrating Machine

Aroma steam is basically a steam room, which I sat inside for 10 minutes doing nothing except staring and drawing smiley faces at the glass walls and wondering if the lady next cubicle is naked. (SORRY!! But I was bored, just wondered, no peeking >_<) 

Then lavender sea scrubs is just exfoliating the skin and helping to raise metabolism I think. After all the scrubbing, the pro wrapped me up in a plastic bag, then a roll of towels then the infrared blanket, then another layer of towels. 

The infrared blanket treatment is the best! It's so warm and fuzzy it literally made me sleep :3

Then shower time! The center was really user-conscious! Shower gel, Conditioner+ Shampoo! And hair dryer to boot!!

And then.... Weigh time!!

I was 64.2kg. MASSIVELY OVERWEIGHT with capital level doesn't EVEN to describe it! 

after 2 hours of lying down and showering....

63.2kg.

I lost one freaking kg with my ultra tortoise metabolism!!!

BUT, its not over yet! still got one vibrating thingi! 

That was the most unenjoyable :(

It feels like being electrocuted with tiny pulses of energy throughout your body.

HATE IT!! 

So.. next is MEASURE TIME 

ANNNDDD... I LOST 7.7 FREAKIN CM, WITH 1 WHOLE CM OFF MY TUMMEH!!!!!!!

So FREAKING HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!

But after that I had lasagna for lunch.. So I guess, there goes my 1cm? =.=

OPPA PERASAN STYLE

In case anyone is wondering, perasan technically means self-absorbed.. haolian.. zilian etc :D

So my friend made this trailer/teaser....

.. and I thought: What the hell la? Join la!

And I don't regret it one bit! :D

It started really hot in the afternoon, with all of us at City Park rehearsing with Kenny( best dancer there except for Wesley) doing the horsey dance. Imagine that there are a bunch of people dressed in black doing a horrible duck-jumping imitation in the middle of the park. #icanteven -sputters laughter-

Until some random aunty ask me: xiaojie, zomok ni men tiao wu mei you yinyue de? (Why u all dance without music one?) until I realised how stupid we look =.=

But, then, a random jaga came over and said: NO TRIPODS ON THE GRASS!!!

Okay lo, our valiant camera men mounted the tripods onto themselves! 

Then, random jaga brings another 2 random jagas and said: NO VIDEO IN PARK!!!! 

-wtf- 

So after a lot of whining and complaining, we took off to... le funfair :D

Before that.. of course self cam first la! 

Cool Chloe Camerawoman

-smirk-

Besties :3

:) :目

Quek Quek Chloe Kenny 

Kenny and Chloe

photobomb :DD

The funfair shots are just in video though... Then Gish came and joined! The guy sure knows how to entertain the crowd! Cracked me up so hard I nearly vomitted =.=

We are supposed to be shooting until 7-8pm.. but Kenny have to go back early for dono what reasons... and Chloe have to go home jaga adikT_T

I think Kenny want to go teman his girlfriend la.. He damn gancheong wanna go home shower -smirks-

Then we got lucky! We were doing the last scene at Park Avenue playground and a reporter came by! Interviewed a few of us and say it's going to be in China Press! YIPPEEEE!!!! 

Sad max coz she didn't interview me.... Cannot be superstar liao LOL

pufferfish Chloe xD

OIOI!! MY spotlight!!!!!!!

xDD

Me is Sadako

Funnyman Gish

UPDATE UPDATE!!

Wesley asked me to call the reporter and got interviewed liao!!! HAPPY!!!!!!! xDDDDD

Barbieque night :D

Please say I look like barbie.. please say I look like barbie..... -denial-

Anyway, today is supposed to be a farewell party for me la, coz I'm going back to college in about 1 week or so. Personally la, I think its a very lame idea concocted by le feizai to get a party that allows him to mingle with his family, friends and beau(moi) all at once. I was really skeptical about this, his friends dont know how to talk to me and vice versa. =.=

Everytime I try to crack a joke that sounds really awesome in my head, but then came out really cold. Like crow cold. The ack-ack-ack sound. Can't stand the silence, and always when we go out together, it almost never turns well. 

So today, I was very moody and sulky to feizai. I was being very difficult and keep drowsing cold water on him. Sorry la boss. 

It turns out not bad at all!
Feizai and me made some ambush wasabi sushi and played 21 with the guys. Obviously coz of my awesomeness I didn't even get one single wasashi! I even won some of the games with my lousy card playing skills! :D

Turns out when you really open up and talk crap people do listen to you. It's so great to be finally acknowledged by feizai's friends :D

Lesson of the day: Seriously consider the Xiaxue approach. Talk freely. Take lessons in expressing self.

SO, TODAY I'M SUPER HAPPY!!!!!!

Invisible

"When you are happy. you understand the music; When you are sad, you understand the lyrics." 

This is really kinda true. I've always got this friend; she's not really drop dead gorgeous, nor does she have a show-stopping personality. But for some reasons, people like her. We worked in a restaurant together before, and some customers see her as their sister, daughter, granddaughter, great-great granddaughter, great-great-great granddaughter...... you get the drift la. Even my boss see her as her daughter. 

So, yeah. Enough with my self-pity. Enjoy the song :)

I take these pills, to make me thin

I dye my hair, and cut my skin

I tried everything, to make them see me

But all they see, is someone that's not me

Even when I'm walking on a wire,

Even when I set myself on fire,

Why do I always fell invisible, invisible.

Everyday I try to look my best,

Even though inside I'm a such a mess,

Why do I always feel invisible, invisible.

Here inside, my quiet hell,

You cannot hear, my cries for help,

I try everything to make them see me,

But everyone, sees what I can't be.

Even when I'm walking on a wire,

Even when I set myself on fire,

Why do I always feel invisible, invisible.

Everyday I try to look my best,

Even though inside I'm such a mess,

Why do I always feel invisible, invisible.

Sometimes when I'm alone,

I pretend that I'm a queen,

It's almost believable.

Even when I'm walking on a wire,

Even when I set myself on fire,

Why do I always feel invisible, invisible.

Even though I try to look my best,

Even though inside I'm such a mess,

Why do I always feel invisible...

Invisible......