Happenings

Since I have been selflessly posted ranting inspiring posts lately, I guess I deserved sometime for a little ME time :D

A LOT has happened since the last time I blogged... but I guess the most significant one is the Christmas party I went to last Thurs with my classmates/coursemates.

Of course we had fun but the entertainment was meh.

Food was quite okay considering a group of college kids with limited resources prepared em. But seriously, the curry my lot made actually made me teared. Literally. Coz I thought it was not spicy and gobbled the endless mounts of it. Then it kicked in.

So as usual, I'm being a horrible blogger and will only commentate on pictures instead of delicately and accurately voicing my feelings. 

Jackson hopping around

Because it is too mainstream to cover face with hair

From left: Ping, Kambing,Me and Hiaoson

From left: Ping, MeiLi, Yen

Hiaoson and me

 This photo is actually an embarrassment to Hiaoson as he was so damn afraid of being thrown in water that he ran up the nearest hill with his ultra long legs(I HATE YOU) and stayed there until I've gotta snail up there to get him down -__-

From back: Rabbit, MeiLi, Yen, Ping, Me and Hiaoson

Finally, I can cross one more thing off my list of undone things: go to a pub with my buddies
After the party, CF, Kambing, Ping and me went of to V-Darts, which is the nearest to my school and serve alcohol. The atmosphere is great! But too bad.... no dance floor :(((

So it's ladies night and the serve free flowing cocktail to all ladies. But I suspect the cocktails no alcohol one la... Coz I managed to drink 6 non-stop. AND I CAN'T STAND TIGER.

 And another couple at the back keep sucking on each other's neck. Sorry, wrong info here.
The girl is like "Do me!" and continuing sucking on the guy's neck.
The guy is like (-__-)

So freaking weird can it get??!
It got to the point where CF says I so wanna tap them on the shoulder and tell them the toilet's right there.
Ultra embarrassing -__-

ping and me

Still ping and me

 Okay la.. Photos below is all PING and ME unless stated. HAHAHAHAHA

TY and Me

TY and Me

So yeah. The next is your's truly. After showering and obsessively blow drying hair into a perfect bob. 
And still my hair dont wanna cooperate. 

Okay. Christmas is coming in 2days.
My Christmas wish is that I can get a gazillion more wishes. 
NO LA!! 

I'm really grateful for all that I've gained this year and I can't believe it is end of the year already.
I've come to realize how important relationships are (NOT only the girl-guy thing) but ALL relationship: family, friends, BFFs.
My wish is to control my temper more. To get a better relationship with everyone.

Thats all :)

 

Love thy boyfriend, or love thy identity?

Dilemna of the day: Love him or love yourself?

Would you bear to love yourself if you sacrificed so much for him?

Would you love him because you sacrificed yourself for him?

Give a little love

We have long since moaned that mankind is no longer mankind. There is no man in our kind. Mankind has lost its hope. The future is dim. The light is out. Our kind is worst than animals. Yadda yadda yadda.....

Just a little food for thought: Did we did this to ourselves? 

Eyes, are wondrous and destructive at the same time. We were given eyes to see the world. To see the colours and to see the sparkle of a star or the glimmer of the moon. We can see a million colours. We can see gazillions things at a same time. We can differentiate different items and things.

But what's the use? We see the daily ailments of life and we just think "That's life."

You saw a beggar on a street begging. Did you stop and give the man 10 cents? Or did you walk away? 

You saw a woman molested in the train. Did you stop the molester? Or did you turn away?

You saw an old man standing on the bus. Did you gave up your seat? Or did you pretend to sleep?

There's plenty of people that gave the beggar money. It'll suffice.

The molester look dangerous. I better turn around.

I fought like hell for this seat. I'm not giving it up.

Oh My GOD!! That old lady just fell down! I've gotta- No WAIT! IT MUST BE ANOTHER TRICK TO ROB ME CLEAN!!!!

The last statement is not all laughs and smiles. It really did happened in Malaysia where an old woman was robbed and fell to the ground. I think there was 5 passersby that did ABSOLUTELY nothing. This was filmed by a CCTV and at the end, the lady died. Some of the passerby came forward and one of them gave this reason.

It's so bloody ridiculous.

The point is, if someone just got around and help her, she'll probably still be around. The person who robbed her might be caught. Malaysia might not have a name as stinky as a skunk's arse in the security department. A family will still have their sister, mother, grandmother, great-grandmother. 

The only bright side I can think about is that the old woman will get to join her husband. Which also probably won't be there since he might have reincarnated.

We all live by the world if. 

If I did that,

If I did this,

What if,

Well. DONT.

It don't have to be anything grand or major. Maybe, just pick up trash from the road. Or just help a lady with her things (Maybe not such a great idea -_-). Help a person to move his coffee. 

All little things that you do might amount to a lot. 

Heck, maybe you're the one needing help later.

Life's too short to be hanging on regrets. And it's too short to be drowning in sorrow.

Give a little love. Maybe you'll get a little back.

The Patronizer vs The Preacher

The Patronizer yelled: YOU ONE DIRTY WORM!

The Preacher said: You love, therefore you tolerate.

The Patronizer shouted: YOU LAZY LITTLE TWIT!

The Preacher said: You love, therefore you care.

The Patronizer snapped: YOU LITTLE GOOD-FOR-NOTHING FREELOADER!

The Preacher said: You love, therefore give patience.

The Patronizer screamed: NO! YOU LITTLE TWIT! NO ANSWERING BACK!

The Preacher said: You love, therefore you listen.

Who would win in these cases? The Preacher or The Patronizer?

Both the Patronizer and the Preacher are members of my family. It's kinda easy to see who's who anyway. The Patronizer thrives on the tears that I shed. The Preacher revels on the sorrow I felt.

The Patronizer thinks that I should follow one way, and their way only. The Preacher thinks that I should tolerate the remarks, to show that I love. 

But Why???? Why should I tolerate all that even though you are my family? Why should I listen to someone that never listen to me anyway? Being family, you're supposed to be caring and supportive. But do you?

The Patronizer reprimanded everything that I could have or might have done wrong. Like taking a shower after 6 or leaving a wrapper on the table which I WILL have thrown out later anyway. The Patronizer never listens and find faults at whatever that you might have done. The Patronizer throws away memories of the things that you might have done right and keeps the memories of the worse times. The Patronizer twist their own and your words to suit whatever theories that they might be presenting. 

The Preacher is not a gentle person either. The Preacher is an authoritative and traditional. The Preacher is a perfectionist with anyone that they might breed. The Preacher preach and claims of love but has done none of it. They insist on the righteousness of an issue, but the rules doesnt seem to apply to them. 

You people say and talk cock about everything, like everything is where it should be in the perfect world. Both of you laugh at our ignorance, but do you educate? Of course you do. Its only that Sissy and I are the ones that have to bear the responsibility and burden. Well Sissy mostly.

The Preacher talks about ignoring and tolerance. Sissy have to bear with The Patronizer when they go on a rampaging massacre on household items. 

The Preacher expects a great result from the kids. Sissy and I have to bear the heavy burden of performing exceptionally well in our studies. 

The Patronizer claims that both Sissy and me are fat lazy worms that lounge around the house all day. Sissy cleaned the house and still get yelled at.  

To the Patronizer:

You have mood swings. You burst out in a volcano everytime you're pissed bout something. But watch your steps. Sissy is the one getting hurt here. Not you.

To the Preacher: 

You preach about love and tolerance. But be sure to practice your skills by staying 24/7 in the house with the Patronizer. Then tell me more about love and tolerance.

To Sissy: 

Stay strong. I'll always have your back.

     

Holy Shit

Last Thurs, my sister came to KL with Zackie

Had an argument with Fatso that day so I skipped him completely. Now we're okay though -.-

Disclaimer: NOT FOR THE FAINT-HEARTED OR EASILY DISGUSTED PEOPLE AS THIS POST IS FULL OF SHIT RELATED THINGS. WHATEVER EMOTIONAL DAMAGE THAT THIS POST MIGHT CAUSE IS NOT MY RESPONSIBILITY. 

Scumbag cempedak fell from the sky -.-

We decided to go to Sg. Wang since sissy and Zackie are looking for cheap clothes. But then Rinnis saw Daiso and went nuts. So we went in, cold and starving (me lah..)

Rinnis found this mask and laugh non-stop..
Sissy found some cats figurine and went nuts..
CP got cummed in the face with clear shampoo by Rinnis..
I found underwear laudry bags and got REALLY worried if SP wants to wash her underwear with me -.-

Basic teen stuff la :D








Then we went to T-BOWL!
Its a toilet themed cafe in Sg. Wang that got really famous. Originally we, we cannot accept and went to sit at the sitting toilet seats. Then I forgot who go and pandai pandai say: We go sit there lor.. the Japanese seating one..
Then we went lo.. and it turns out that... That are SQUATTING TOILETS COVERED WITH GLASS -.-

Aiya.. Nevermind la.. Already told the waitress..

Then CP go and say
' Got smell dao weird smell anot?'
and started a really gross conversation and speculation about  就地解决 (Settling here and now)

Which isnt pretty coz we are in a place that is FULL OF TOILET BOWLS

From my point of view, I have to stare at HER  while I eat............ Not the wisest choice I have made :\

--Deng Deng Deng!!!!!!!--

This literally translates to ‘The glutton feces meal king’ according to Google Translate -.- 

But definitely it got something to do with shit. But then, the whole menu's got something to do with shit -.-

LAO SAI!! just kidding la..

dont know what is this, doesnt look appetizing -.-

Toilet seat milk tea, does not taste like pee pee, dont worry :D 

Literally translates to 'Fragrant Small Feces'

Me, my sis and Zackie

Me, I think is taken by CP,

His trademark: FROM THE UGLIEST ANGLE!! 

Which explains my oversize nostrils. 

 Sis laughing at god knows what... Most likely is laughing at me -.-

 Rinnis :3

 Selca :D

 Noob CP :D

 Very obvious this is curi-curi taken shot la..

But we were talking about how matchy matchy CP and Rinnis look together xD

SEE???!!! Really leh!!

(Gary please dont kill me T___T )

I imagine Zackie looks like this -.- 

 Sissy :3

 Group shot 

Overall:
The atmosphere is great, we really enjoyed our time there :D
Food was just okay.. Acceptable la..

I give it a 3.5/5 :D

Prevailed!

Spent 2 hours that I was going to use to beautify my blog to managing nuffnang ad -.-

I swear. I.WILL.NEVER.EVER.CHANGE.MY.URL.EVER.AGAIN.  #frustrationmax

IT's ALIVE!!

Hello! It's I'M  ALIVE =.=

Every time I have an inspiration to write and after I excitedly opened up this webpage, my scumbag inspiration just went pee pee and never came back.

So yeah.. I don't know how to write anymore...... (...not that I was very good at it before...)

Update update ♥♥

 BigBang came to Malaysia!! :D

I'm not hardcore fan la.. But how can you resist this??!! 

 GD

 Dae Sung

Tae Yang

 Seung Ri

TOP

(No, not the washing machine powder =.=)

And all I can do is too refresh freaking Facebook to check freaking updates from freaking rich people who has the freaking money and the freaking time to freaking buy the tickets. 

-Sien-

May I add: sourly

And scumbag Malaysian weather decides that out of all days, to rain on that day. =.=

I think Daesung fell down. Now he'll hate Malaysian ground and NEVER COME BACK T__T -dismayed-

No la, just joking la, HE WILL COME BACK. HE MUST!!! :(

I haven't get to watch their concert yet!! T__T

Taeyang and GD actually took off their garment of the day and threw it to fans and the fans damn fast grab and bitch fight over them. I guess that time Taeyang and GD must be smirking up there thinking hehes, I'm so famous now that people are fighting over my sweat :3 Seriously, my friend's friend's friend got GD's shirt the same time some other obsessive fangirl got her hands on it. So I don't know what they did (one two zom or whatever) but at the end decided to CUT IT IN HALF! -GODWHY- Now it's the-used-to-be-shirt-that-is-now-a-piece-of-cloth-that-GD-used-to-sweat-on. So not memorable. 

I mean if it's a whole GD shirt, you can wear it sometime and imagine GD giving you a big warm hug and maybe give you a kiss and feel the zing! of the kiss and he will declare that you are the girl of his dreams and propose to you and get married and have kid which both of you will raise together using the royalties to buy strawberries and honeycomb ice cream and get vocal classes for your kid to be a superstar like his dad and then when the kids left home, both of you will cuddle on the porch of your white wooden house lounging in a lazy chair and die as you slept with your hands holding and rings shining on your finger. Whew, a drink of water seriously needed. 

I'm wondering la, does people wash the clothes that superstars throw down one? I mean if you wash it, the scent wont be there already ma.. so no value already loh. But if you dont wash it, then it'll start molding leh. Do people wear molding clothes? What if there's fungus on the cloth??!!

Okay. I shut up. -ahem- fungus -cough cough-

YESSSS

Finally going to get the Samsung SIII I've been wanting for ages!!!

(P/S: Get the title? YES+Sx3? -lamejoke-)

Thanks daddy :DDD

Recently...

Started working on my blogshop again! 

Dont know I'm supposed to be super psyched or super sad..  :( / :) 

So damn busy this sem la.... But seriously need money ah!! :OO

Kelian me.. got 8am class almost everyday.. but THANK GOD!! at least I don't have to wake up early on thursday.. :DD

Note to self: There's always a silver lining to the grey clouds(the untainted by sunlight ones) =.=

So.. today I'm the lucky girl. Missed co-curiculum last sem and gotta pay for it this sem. Schedule damn packed but still have to squeeze time for cocu  >_____<

But this sem I wanted to be the social butterfly+good grades girl lehh... HOW HOW HOW?????

Update complete xDD

I'm very tired.

I have started my webshop again and i have to wait so long before I can start earning money.

So I took a second job on the net, with RM20 as pay and commission for every item sold.

And I have assignments coming my way and London fees to be given.

I'm so fucking tired.

Once perasan, always perasaan.

As I mentioned before, my friends and I made a OPPA PERASAN STYLE video and really had fun with it.

It's finally out!!!!

.. yesterday, but I was feeling too low to blog about it.

There, PLEASE, if anyone's reading, PLEASE tell me how is it.

The thing that I couldn't stand is that after all the hard work we put in, we get words like
1 word, suck!

As i said,please don't play a fool if can't,or not it will be a laughing stock..xD

dance have problem, sound also have problem, tone also have problem, overall comment: extremely suck

You know, I get if it's not good, or if the audio and bad and such. We are first timers, we're bound to get criticism. What I couldn't stand is that why would someone say such hurtful words and expect people to accept it just because you should, this is a public page and we are entitled to say what we want. 

If anyone has any comments, can't it be constructive like: (completely taken from the video)

They need to be clearer in the lyrics, and beatbox needs to be louder, the lyrics are abit... cramp... Some of them dont even follow the rythme of the song

Nothing bad with the video and the dubbing. As xxx said, there's still room for improvement. What's bad though, is the lyrics. It's very, very, very bad compositioning.

vocal and beatbox truly sucked man... but the cinematography ,editing , choreography was awesome! thumbs up for that. the location of choice was dull a lil bit... but then over all i would give a 6/10... =)

Lyrics and singing gah yao gah yao =DD

Awesome video considering it's actually a first production~

Seremban daebakk <3  

Okay la, I just added the last one because it's nice.

Even if some of those "constructive" comments that I posted there are kinda mean,  but no one opposed them. Because we know. We will get better with these comments because it specifically said where we did wrong and we can try to get it right the next time. But with all those "you sucks" comment, it just seemed really immature.

You express your comment by focusing on the video, on how it's bad and how to make it work, not by attacking the uploader. Wesley doesn't seem to mind because he is that kind of easygoing guys. But for me, it's kinda hard, torturing, in fact to see my friend being trashed like that. He worked hard. He DESERVED the credit.
I'm sorry but I really can't be the bigger person. Not when the bullied person is my friend.

I'm getting teary wtf.

I'm actually proud of what we done. I'm actually grateful for this chance because it gave me a chance to learn something new (by the way, imitate hottest korean dancer at the moment on a youtube video). I'm actually thankful to all those comments that used the right words for criticism and actually gave us suggestions to do better.

To all those haters out there,
How bout you create your first video and see how much ratings you can?
How bout you try and learn through all those you sucks( if you get'em)

PS: I'm trying to restraint self to add a fuck you to the list. and also to press the remove button.

Be brave

Prepare for a long pictureless post.

P/S: I forgot to bring my contact lenses from Seremban to mu hostel. So I'm stuck with my nerdy specs. SO NO SELCA T_T

back to the topic

I mentioned that I admit that I'm fat, and then I wanted to do something bout it. 

And.. coincidentally, I joined a lucky draw thing that is related weight loss one.. annnddd........

-inhalesdeeply-

First time ever to London Weight Management Center.

-for a free trial! 

I've always wondered what happens within the hallowed walls of the ultimate center of slim people

So here goes....

At first, I gotta strip to let the consultant see the problem, then the consultant will purposely/accidentally say out whatever horrible things about my body(cellulite, lymph prob etc.),just to let me taste raw fear and humility and will proceed to poking the lumps of fat with her pen and/or grab with fingers. 

Then she sits me down and explain about my problems and then continue to explain the gazillion worth therapies that London is offering/promoting/won awarding etc. 

So these was my problem:

1. Water fats= too much water, too little urine/shit

2. Cellulite= no exercise

3. Stucked lymphs= not enough output

4. Stubborn fats= Eat too much 

The horrible thing about all this is that I know ALL this, but I was very much in denial. Oh, it's just one little kg. or oh, a little this/that will fix it. 

Scary huh?

Then she listed some therapies for me to do in this free trial

1. Aroma steam

2. Infrared blanket treatment

3. Lavender Sea Salt Scrub

4. Vibrating Machine

Aroma steam is basically a steam room, which I sat inside for 10 minutes doing nothing except staring and drawing smiley faces at the glass walls and wondering if the lady next cubicle is naked. (SORRY!! But I was bored, just wondered, no peeking >_<) 

Then lavender sea scrubs is just exfoliating the skin and helping to raise metabolism I think. After all the scrubbing, the pro wrapped me up in a plastic bag, then a roll of towels then the infrared blanket, then another layer of towels. 

The infrared blanket treatment is the best! It's so warm and fuzzy it literally made me sleep :3

Then shower time! The center was really user-conscious! Shower gel, Conditioner+ Shampoo! And hair dryer to boot!!

And then.... Weigh time!!

I was 64.2kg. MASSIVELY OVERWEIGHT with capital level doesn't EVEN to describe it! 

after 2 hours of lying down and showering....

63.2kg.

I lost one freaking kg with my ultra tortoise metabolism!!!

BUT, its not over yet! still got one vibrating thingi! 

That was the most unenjoyable :(

It feels like being electrocuted with tiny pulses of energy throughout your body.

HATE IT!! 

So.. next is MEASURE TIME 

ANNNDDD... I LOST 7.7 FREAKIN CM, WITH 1 WHOLE CM OFF MY TUMMEH!!!!!!!

So FREAKING HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!

But after that I had lasagna for lunch.. So I guess, there goes my 1cm? =.=

OPPA PERASAN STYLE

In case anyone is wondering, perasan technically means self-absorbed.. haolian.. zilian etc :D

So my friend made this trailer/teaser....

.. and I thought: What the hell la? Join la!

And I don't regret it one bit! :D

It started really hot in the afternoon, with all of us at City Park rehearsing with Kenny( best dancer there except for Wesley) doing the horsey dance. Imagine that there are a bunch of people dressed in black doing a horrible duck-jumping imitation in the middle of the park. #icanteven -sputters laughter-

Until some random aunty ask me: xiaojie, zomok ni men tiao wu mei you yinyue de? (Why u all dance without music one?) until I realised how stupid we look =.=

But, then, a random jaga came over and said: NO TRIPODS ON THE GRASS!!!

Okay lo, our valiant camera men mounted the tripods onto themselves! 

Then, random jaga brings another 2 random jagas and said: NO VIDEO IN PARK!!!! 

-wtf- 

So after a lot of whining and complaining, we took off to... le funfair :D

Before that.. of course self cam first la! 

Cool Chloe Camerawoman

-smirk-

Besties :3

:) :目

Quek Quek Chloe Kenny 

Kenny and Chloe

photobomb :DD

The funfair shots are just in video though... Then Gish came and joined! The guy sure knows how to entertain the crowd! Cracked me up so hard I nearly vomitted =.=

We are supposed to be shooting until 7-8pm.. but Kenny have to go back early for dono what reasons... and Chloe have to go home jaga adikT_T

I think Kenny want to go teman his girlfriend la.. He damn gancheong wanna go home shower -smirks-

Then we got lucky! We were doing the last scene at Park Avenue playground and a reporter came by! Interviewed a few of us and say it's going to be in China Press! YIPPEEEE!!!! 

Sad max coz she didn't interview me.... Cannot be superstar liao LOL

pufferfish Chloe xD

OIOI!! MY spotlight!!!!!!!

xDD

Me is Sadako

Funnyman Gish

UPDATE UPDATE!!

Wesley asked me to call the reporter and got interviewed liao!!! HAPPY!!!!!!! xDDDDD