Warm regards

"Tip of the day: Warm water"

First, a little disclaimer: I do not claim to be a nutritionist, nor am I, in any way an expert in nutrition. I check things out in the internet and test it out myself. I am also just sharing things that worked for me and my experiences, although not many. 

I don't know how many people read my blog that will read this disclaimer anyway la...

Chose this coz I have no idea how it turned out to be a perfect love shaped 

Since I started working in a restaurant, hot water is certainly more accessible (vs. getting of my butt and boil water at home...... >_<). So I researched about the benefits of water from the internet. To my surprise....

• Increase sweat
• Removes toxin
• Remove build up in nervous system
• Boost immune system
• Cleanse body
• Kills pathogen
• Cure constipation
• Improve blood circulation

I FOUND ALL OF THESE!! -motherofgod-

I never realized there are so many benefits to simply raising the temperature of the water. But you know la, internet stuff is ban zhen ban jia(half real half fake) one. So I took the liberty to test it all out :D By spending 80% of my drinking time to drink hot water/tea 

 

I guess increase sweat, improve blood circulation belongs in the same category. This one is completely YES! After a nice, warm drink, it makes me feel warm and fuzzzzy all over ≧﹏≦

And then it became SERIOUSLY EASY to sweat, literally, walk 3 steps and sweat all over. I saw this article that says drinking hot water will increase metabolism, which will then help burn fats even when you're sleeping! How freaking amazing is that?!! 

-sighs blissfully while looking like a vacant eyed idiot-

Next on the list.. kills pathogen, removes build up in nervous system, boost immune system.

These.. I don't really feel any of 'em. Basically any boiled water kills pathogens in the water. Removes build up in nervous system.. This is sorta different. Build up actually means more negative emotions, which I don't find it logical. If hot water removes build up, doesn't that mean the iced ones would create them? But I thought most people feel happy when they drink ice cold smoothies and such? I really don't get.. enlighten me :D

Besides all that, I actually heard that adding a dash of lemon juice into warm water or a cup of warm green tea would be the perfect knight in shining armor for your body. Haven't tried it yet, but I really don't think it would make any difference to me because I naturally have quite a strong immune system already. Anyone tested it out care to testify?

Cleanse body, cures constipation.. both of these very kacang lo... Both are also the primary functions of water, so there's not really a need to test it out with any specific tests..

I guess that's the solution for subtle weight loss! :D
-pun goes unrecognized-

Insanity or insecurity

Its been so long since I felt so negatively of myself. I used to think that I am bubbly and optimistic. The no-matter-what-you-put-in-front-of-me-i-will-crush-it attitude.

I forgot what reasons I have for being angry with him. All I remember is that I have this intense anger I need to get it out from my chest. I became a bitch in less than 3 seconds. All the silences, all the attitude, I had enough of it. I just broke down. 

Every last bit of self control I had ever harnessed is gone. I kicked and I scratched and I punched. I did everything I could to get rid of that horrible feeling I have in my chest. All I know is that I need to release. My mind is one tracked. I cant think of anything else. Except a little glimpse of what would the neighbors think when they see the car shaking and screams emitted from the inside. 

There are my fingernail marks on his arm, redness on his face and scratches on the chest and neck. I looked at then at horror. I seriously did not thought I am capable of this kind of damages. He took it with silence, without even retaliating. After I saw what I did to him, I feel so remorse instantly. I started slapping myself. I don't know why I did it, except that I NEED to do it. He put his hands around my face to stop me, pulled my hands into his, and shielding me from my own hands. After all the non-stop hitting, he pulled me into his arms and hugged me tightly. I just cried and cried. We were both late for work and in spite the rush for time, he didn't rush me. He just let me cry and cry and cry until I am ready to talk. Then he passed me tissues for my tears and boogers. 

Then we went off to work. During work, I caught him many times sitting out back and resting his head on the knees. When I looked at him, he just give me a weak smile. I look at him, his scars caused by me. Then I got the courage to ask:

Do you think it's better for you if we broke up? 

He was silent for a while, pretending not to hear me. When I repeated the question, he shook his head. Even after all that, he wasn't ready to give me up. He couldn't tell me why, but he doesn't need to. Even after all the crazy woman stunts I pulled on him, he doesn't want to give me up. That's what amazed me. 

After work, he is still silent, but not as much as before. He tried to joke around with me, but I imagine it's not possible for him to get over it so fast. I don't blame him. I blame myself. All the way. 

He just called me a few moments ago and is planning to have a date on our day off. He is able to joke around with me after all that. 

              ****            **                    ***

I means, wtf? What have I done to deserve a guy like him? Despite everything, his main priority is still to make sure that I'm happy and not worried about him. I know he have a lot of flaws. But I daresay now that this happened, my flaws are waaay more than his. 

I don't really have a great love life before him. My first guy cheated on me. My second guy cheated me. Guess, I'm insecure in this sense. Before I knew him, I don't know that I'm so goddamn needy. I feel like wanting his attention on me at all possible times. I try to be the reasonable girlfriend, hanging out with his friends when they obviously doesn't like me. I try to put up with all his mistakes and annoyances, just to make him like me more. I wanted all my time to be spent with him. I smile when my friends say that he is not right for me, when all I wanna do is to give em one slap for thrashing him. 

But deep down I know I have sorta problem. Sometimes, I couldn't manage my rage and anger. I just felt like lashing out to any other person that is there. Appley is probably the most shunned girl in my class. Sometimes I feel sorry for her, but a lot of the other times I was the one leading the discrimination. Probably all the remorse and guilt are there inside of me all the time, building up, bidding their strength just in time to lash out to me and make me an uncontrollable raging bitch. 

That's it. When school reopens, I'm gonna see the counselor.  

Money money money $_$

Tip of the day: "Anything that comes in a packet is processed food. AVOID IT LIKE KILLER MONKEYS."

Today I put slimming quote.
Today I play in kitchen.
I feel so happy.
I sound like a kindy.

But seriously, the relationship between my quote of the day and bored working stuff has a connection. Cozzzz..... I'm working in a restaurant today! Exclaimation mark is just to remind me I did hard labor today :O

Haha, one of the reasons of course to earn money. :(
I am saving up to do an IPL and I currently have bout 600 bucks in my bank account, which means that I, sadly still have a looooong way to go.

Haiz.. I WANT FURLESS ARMPITS! 

Damn sien being poor. But I guess I have to count my blessings. At least I have a laptop to blog about being how sien am I being poor.

Hmm.. and then I get free exercise courtesy of the milk shake cuppy. And the blended which force me to grab its head and involuntarily let me turn it round and round.

Hmm.. I guess the customers won't come for a second round of milkshake now they've seen my bouncing little fatsos..

..which subsequently means less exercise for me...

DON'T GO!! COME BACK!! I NEED EXERCISE!!! 

Joking la! even if customers don't give me exercise also I want them back la! I so nice.. sure don't wish boss bankrupt one!

  ME TIRED!!!!!

Are you Raedae?!

Ultimate Showdown:
2 of the most annoying yet annoying videos going around on Facebook.

OPPA vs SHOWERHEAD

I guess PSY is one of the people that dont look pretty but just goes famous in like what, 15 minutes? Coz of one Youtube viral video. I saw an interview on 8TV today bout his sudden success, and to my surprise, it wasn't like stereotypical korean englise wor! It sound like true blue proper English! Salute to you! (I have a weakness for proper English speaking Asian, proves that ASIANS DO SPEAK GOOD ENGLISH!!!!!) 

Julian Smith. I don't really know anything bout him..Except for the awesomely made girl voice! Okay la, to make it straight, girls don't talk like that. But hey, what's a little laugh? :D

Good good night~~

Finally finished my Sociology paper.

Which means.... SEM BREAK!!

Wahahaha!!

Although I know I failed my psychology already la.. dont really care la!

ENJOY NOW! RESIT LATER! << current moto. coz you know, what's done is done. Raw rice already become porridge. Now I'm making lame excuses -.- #lameexcuses

Geez, guess I'm not such an interesting person without the ranting after all -.-

Trying hard to look remorse. >_<

*fail imitation of Crocker of Fairly Odd Parents*

SEM BREAK!!!!! 

Malaysia, One Soul, One Heart

No, this is not government propaganda.
Look at this :)

This video is all about appreciation and gratitude. What it basically trying to say is that WE ALL APPRECIATE YOU DATO LEE CHONG WEI!! NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, WE ADORE YOU AND YOU ARE OUR INSPIRATION!! 

Another subtle message here is that he brought us all together. No matter what race, we stand together, we are one Malaysia. We are one family. 

Everyday of every single minute after the match until Olympics finish, we Malaysians listen to stories about numb skulls ranting on Facebook about no free ice cream and no holiday. And now at Raya, we get bigots who feel like Islam is almighty. And we get Chinese who are damn racist to talk crap like calling Malays pig and such even on their Raya celebrations.(Just saw an ex-boyfriend of my friend's post shit. 3 words. REPORT AND UNFRIEND)

Can't everybody get along well without these racist crap and live happily ever other?

Okay, the video.

This video is made by Hannah, an ex- student from my high school in Seremban, and collaborated with everyone she knows. She keeps nagging and nagging till a lot of people beh tahan and just submitted the photos. GREAT JOB HANNAH!! :D   

It's basically photos from ordinary people and footage of a certain extraordinary person taken from Youtube. Everyone of us does our part in trying to cheer DLCW up and just sincerely hope that he hears it. 

GAH YAO DLCW!! NEVER GIVE OUT! :D 

Hey This is crazy,

I just hate you,

But here's my number,

So pass me maybe?

No? Okay, here's the deal,

Maybe after you pass me I wouldn't hate you so much? 

I am talking bout the freaking Hubungan Etnik(HE) exam.

Just realised..HE sounds like the Powerpuff girls sissy red dude's.. brother? 

NO WONDER IT'S SO DAMN EVIL!!!!!!

Bye bye HE! I no eye see you liao

To lighten things up a bit..

We went for... 

MUAHAHAHA!!!!! Sorry boss, 

I will not gloat...

I will not gloat...

I will not gloat...

..much.. trollfail.jpg

Anyways, for this particular movie,

We(Rinnis,Vicky, Jackson and moi) went through the ends of the earth, plowing through the fiery fire of hell, swimming through the vast sea of salted water..

At this point, very obvious I'm exaggerating la.

We just sat in the LRT talking bout weird stuff like Appley's farts =.=

Anyway, we arrived early and ate KFC after buying the tickets. No picture to show though.. Coz everyone was too chilly to take any fast pics(geddit?) 

Vicky and Jackson is trembling and teeth clattering but Rinnis and me kinda remained very zen :)

JACKSON THEY!! NOW YOU KNOW BENEFITS OF HAVING FAT CELLS ANOT??!! 

My case la, for Rinnis I dont know. Sometimes I suspect she is a weird mutation resulted from an peace loving hippy alien merging with a forever giggling chipmunk. She got this weird attitude that is too zen to be human =.=

Vicky, Rinnis,Me,Jackson

Jackson too zilian ady, cut off half of Vicky's face :(

Most cute me, zilian Jackson and dear Vicky

Crazy chipmunk x hippy alien hybrid

The movie was damn nice! The atmosphere was very cool and calm though. The music is blaring and the dances was awesome!! Dont know why there's no good dancers to start flash mob in the cinema. ME WANT MOB! T_T

And no, I cant start it. Coz.. If I really danced out there, people will throw popcorn and discarded soft drink cans at me and those woould bounce off my cellulites and I will then become the most infamous muka tembok cellulited dancer wannabe in history. 

So, No.

The Moooooooooooooon

Let's get down to business

To defeat the Huns

Did they send me daughters

When I asked for sons?

You're the saddest bunch

I ever met

But you can bet before we're through

Mister, I'll make a man out of you(yooooooooooooo)

Tranquil as a forest

But on fire within

Once you find your center

you are sure to win

You're a spineless, pale

pathetic lot

And you haven't got a clue

Somehow I'll make a man

out of you(yoooooooooooooo)

I'm never gonna catch my breath

Say good-bye to those who knew me

Boy, was I a fool in school

for cutting gym (Do they have gyms in ancient china?)

This guy's got 'em scared to death

Hope he doesn't see right through me

Now I really wish that I knew how to swim

Be a man!

We must be swift as the coursing river

Be a man!

With all the force of a great typhoon

Be a man!

With all the strength of a raging fire

Mysterious as the dark side of the moon (mooooooooooooon)

Time is racing toward us till the Huns arrive

Heed my every order and you might survive

You're unsuited for the rage of war

So pack up, go home

you're through

How could I make a man

out of you?

Be a man!

We must be swift as the coursing river

Be a man!

With all the force of a great typhoon

Be a man!

With all the strength of a raging fire

Mysterious as the dark side of the moon (moooooooooooon)

Be a man!

We must be swift as the coursing river

Be a man!

With all the force of a great typhoon

Be a man!

With all the strength of a raging fire

Mysterious as the dark side of the moon (moooooooooooon)

*******

Wow!
This guy really knows how to impress the ladies while juggling dota with it =.=

Well, at least he got the both worlds. 

All I got outta this is a ringing Shen x Tobi version and the movie clip playing on and on and on......

It's still waaaaay better than the Madagascar 3 polka dot thing =.=

Cute, but beyond catastrophically annoying.

Elegant as the black swan,

Black as the night,

Yet glows in the day.

Shrouded in the mysterious night sky,

Yet reveled in the shine of the sun,

Shimmering in the glow of twilight,

With dewdrops shining at the glimmer of light,

Lending the mysteriousness of the night,

Glowing to the beauty of the moon.

P.S: I crapped it all by the spot.

P.P.S: I do not exactly know what it means, only that it sounds good :D

P.P.P.S: I bought new shoes :D

Pffftttttt

Super sad but super mad too.

Yeah, I get it that I am wrong and I'm sorry. But is it necessary to carry the grudge on to the next day? Dont you get it? Do you need me to spell it out to you?? I. G-E-T I-T!

PFFFTTTT

I'm so damn speechless! Why the hell do you want to ruin a fine day by thinking of stuff that have passed or be angry bout things that doesn't matter anyway? All I did was go out until 8 without telling you. And you're not even my dad! I back up by saying I'm sorry when I wasn't even my fault to start with!

Its my fault for promising that I will be back early(6.30pm) but I had so much fun with my friends. Will it hurt to just let me enjoy my time with my friends and just back off instead of being so freaking controlative(is it a word?)???????? Cut me some slack please?

PFFFTTTT

Attempting to mend things with you doesn't seem to work either, what is intended to be a nice, short, sweet message ended up to be a shouting match. I had just about enough about"Oh. I'm fine" or the most accursed word ever invented/founded "Nothing." 

No. No. No.

If its nothing, it will be exactly be nothing.
We won't be STILL fighting over this.
Thus, we would STILL be okay.
Therefore, we would STILL send annoying silly sweet messages arguing about infidelity.

Conclusion: THIS BLOODY THING IS NOT NOTHING! 

Why can't people just say what they really mean? Without all the crap about preserving one's dignity or pride and whatnot. I understand some people are so ultra-sensitive that they think everything is insulting/belittling/[insert degrading terms] to them so people around them should be careful of what they say. But why say stupid things like nothing to preserve their dignity instead of trying to shift the other person's mind set? We couldn't change everyone. But if one person can be made to think objectively, HALLELUJAH! 

I just wished that we could live in a world where it is not necessary to care about how others feel and just say what we mean. In this way, no one should has the reasons to say "Nothing." because people are so generally so open-minded that they couldn't care less about what you say. Therefore make it unreasonable to say the term "Nothing." 


Quite frankly, I hate that word. If I have to say/type/see "Nothing" anymore, I would scream bloody murder on whoever that says that to me. BE TRUE PEOPLE!!

PFFFFTTT!! SUCH A SUCKY NON-CONGRUENCE WORLD!!

***

On a happier note, Appley just said her English is better than mine. Not that I mind, just that the reasons are stupid.

NOTE: Read in the voice of a cheerful bimbotic annoying cheerleader for more entertaining effect.

"Weeeelll, my parents speak English when I'm young and yours don't! So there!"