Please come back..

I want u to understand..

I never wanted u to be my boyfriend, because I want us to be best friends forever.

Maybe we act like couples, we smile together, argue endlessly and even slept in the same room, 

But u were never my boyfriend.

U are my soul mate, the one person that I can always count on, the one person that understands me.

But u will not and never will be my lover.

I know I'm selfish,

Its just that I want us to be together just like now. 

I dont want u to step out of my life forever. 

I dont know if I fell in love with u after all these years, or am I just comfortable with u,

But I do know that u are the one person in my life that I cant imagine living without. 

I may lose my lover. But I cant lose u.

But recently, u start to distance urself from me.

U wont reply my messages, u wont tell me whats wrong.

I'm confused, what has happened?

Have u just refused me as ur best friend anymore?

I dont want that, I really dont.

Please come back. 

I missed u.